Pray with me.
Decided to change my perspective, met XX jie this morning, and yup although she has no answers, but still she said that it is ok for me to not click with some people. To recognise that that is ok. Its ok to not keep trying, and sometimes preconceived notions can start vicious cycles, cause one misunderstanding to lead to the next. Its ok to take some time off, have some breathing space. Sometimes unknowingly self righteousness kicks in and I judge people unknowingly. When people fail to reach expectations, how do I deal with the disappointments.
Am reading the book Sihui lent me. Clearing the skeletons in my closets now. Coming face to face with things I’m scared of hearing, but yes, I am ready and willing. I want to set my life straight again. To glorify Him in all I do.
From the book:
Father, your word is a lamp unto my feet and light to my paths. It is important to me to see the light. I repent of any tendency to judge others. Father remove the measure of judgement against me as I sow mercy to others. Portion Your mercy to me as I now extend it to others.
Open my eyes and remove the planks that obstruct my vision. I know that it’s Your truth that sets me free. I realise the discomfort I have experienced is because I felt it was my responsibility to change or judge my brothers and sisters. Father you alone know the secrets to my heart and I release them into your care. Amen
My daily prayer.
